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  • Might Not Wanna Wake Up
  • Another Lesson Learned
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  • Don’t look at me like that
    don’t get me started
    Been reminiscing
    there was so much that was good
    I still believe that it was right
    but if I had to do it all again then I would

    It came to an end there was no one to blame
    But sometimes I wonder were we really trying
    I will never feel the same way again
    It’s true that
    this kind of love hit me hard for the first time

    Remember the nights
    It was just you and I
    Your body next to mine
    When I think of you
    the rush on my skin
    tumbling in to when you were blonde

    While it was hotter than
    the sun could make it
    And loving you
    was the best I ever had
    Your hair grew longer and the colour faded
    We got tired out there in the dark

    It came to an end there was no one to blame
    Now I never wonder were we really trying
    I will never feel the same way again
    It’s true that
    this kind of love hit me hard for the first time

    Remember the nights
    It was just you and I
    Your body next to mine
    When I think of you
    the rush on my skin
    tumbling in to when you were blonde

    I saw sun and rainbows
    I saw you framed in gold
    I saw with tinted eyes when you were blonde

    Remember the nights
    It was just you and I
    Your body next to mine
    When I think of you
    the rush on my skin
    tumbling in to when you were blonde
  • It's so quiet
    And the world has gone to sleep
    But I can still feel your
    body beside me

    Sweet lips and blue skies
    Your warm hands on my thighs
    You were my angel
    and I was the love of your life

    I loved the distraction
    but it led to destruction
    the future wasn't made for us
    Now you're a thousand miles away
    and the fires have been tamed,
    but I still miss the way it tasted
    I guess I enjoyed the pain
    Am I still the same?
    I loved the distraction
    but it led to destruction
    Now the world has gone to sleep

    It's so quiet
    I can hear my own heart beat
    And the things that you said
    that you knew would hurt me

    Salty lips and white lies
    Your cold hands on my thighs
    You were my angel
    and I was the love of your life

    I loved the distraction
    but it led to destruction
    the future wasn't made for us
    Now you're a thousand miles away
    and the fires have been tamed,
    but I still miss the way it tasted
    I guess I enjoyed the pain
    Am I still the same?
    I loved the distraction
    but it led to destruction
    Now the world has gone to sleep

    Ooh... Ooh...

    I loved the distraction
    but it led to destruction
    the future wasn't made for us
    Now you're a thousand miles away
    and the fires have been tamed,
    but I still miss the way it tasted
    I guess I enjoyed the pain
    But I try to change
    I loved the distraction
    but it led to destruction
    Now the world has gone to sleep
  • The house is falling a part
    The door frames are already skewed
    It’s the land, it's sliding
    Where did it go?
    The solid ground
    the safe and sound
    the love?
    We’re together
    alone

    I am drowning in the feeling of not being enough
    Where is my reward?
    There is no reward
    Then what am i doing?
    What is it worth
    if I can barely breathe?
    Nothing

    I try to be human
    but everyone's staring
    I probably have some leftovers on my face,
    or on my shirt
    Fuck
    What is a woman?
    Get out of my way
  • All of this time
    I couldn’t see the exit signs
    An eye for an eye
    Well I guess it made me blind

    You were always playing innocent
    But you’ll never
    get away with it
    Blaming everybody else
    for it all
    and it makes me sick
    See me from across the room
    When you’re least
    expecting it
    I’m gonna haunt you like a curse
    hold a grudge
    that I take to my grave

    I’m gonna make you pay
    For the times that you erased my name
    ‘Til there was just a shadow in my place

    You were always playing innocent
    But you’ll never
    get away with it
    Blaming everybody else
    for it all
    and it makes me sick

    All you did was feed me lies
    I cross my heart the day I die
    Fuck you forever
    Fuck you forever

    OOOh OOOh
    OOOh
    FUCK YOUUU!

    All you did was feed me lies
    I cross my heart the day I die
    Yeah fuck you forever
    Fuck you forever and ever

    It took so long to realise
    How you were wrong and I was right
    You did the crime
    now do the time
    So fuck you forever
    Fuck you forever and ever

    And ever
    Fuck you for ever
    Fuck you forever and ever

    All you did was feed me lies
    I cross my heart the day I die
    Yeah fuck you forever
    Fuck you forever and ever

    It took so long to realise
    How you were wrong and I was right
    You did the crime
    now do the time
    So fuck you forever
    Fuck you forever and ever
  • There’s nothing I regret,
    my tears have dried
    But nothing I could forget
    oh I've tried
    Will loving always be a crime?

    There’s nothing I miss more
    than a light heart
    Does healing truly
    take a lifetime?
    Will loving always be a crime?

    That November was the hardest
    thought I’d die
    Was never enough,
    but too much
    and I
    just wanted you to see me
    Maybe, maybe in the next life

    I was standing on the rocks
    at the waterside
    my dad called me
    I had become the pain I tried to hide
    I didn’t want to believe him
    tho I knew he was right

    So I took the last train
    going nowhere
    Breaking down piece by piece
    to begin again
    To become someone
    Oh someone
    someone new

    Oh forgiving is a from of art
    How could I ever not blame you or me
    and become someone
    Oh someone
    someone new

    I fell a apart
    I went too far
    I couldn’t carry it all
    Couldn’t carry it all
    I got lost
    in your mind
    but I made it
    out

    There’s nothing I regret
    my tears have dried
    Just wanna forget
    god, I’ve tried
    Will loving always be a crime?

    There’s nothing I miss more
    than a light heart
    Guess healing truly
    takes a lifetime
    But will loving ever be sublime?
  • Ice hot cement
    and waves of cold heat
    Under me when I
    run in bare feet I can’t feel
    like pain isn’t real

    Sitting under that
    old cherry tree
    Dark buzzing cloud
    that stings like a bee on the kill
    Like shit doesn’t heal

    I gotta
    Forgive you to forget
    I’ve been hurt for too long now
    This life ain’t over yet
    can’t keep hating myself

    Millions of thoughts
    Irrational fears
    circle my head
    I’m not seeing clearly again
    Where have I been?

    Hand on the mirror
    I found my glass twin
    Glad she can keep my
    darkness hid under the skin
    I’m wearing thin

    I gotta
    Forgive me to forget
    I’ve been hurt for too long now
    This life ain’t over yet
    can’t keep hating myself
    Been hangin on til now
    But I gotta
    I gotta get out
    So I
    Forgive you to forget
    I’ve been hurt,
    now I’m
    I’m done

    I leave it all behind
    I can’t hold onto things
    I never had
    I’m older than I thought
    I would be at 25
    Look at me
    Now the door is closed
    And the blood is dried
    and I gotta move on

    So I
    Forgive you to forget
    I’ve been hurt for too long now
    This life ain’t over yet
    can’t keep hating myself
    Been hangin on til now
    But I gotta
    I gotta get out
    Forgive me to forget
    I’ve been hurt,
    now I’m
    I’m done

    I think a big big lesson for you in this life is to... To not only be you, but to... Show yourself.

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